Detox duration??

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#1 August 20, 2014 - 1:51pm
Marksax
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Detox duration??

So, it will be 8 weeks this coming weekend since I imposed no contact. I have observed it rigorously but I'm still not feeling better. I have good days and bad days but I'm not feeling like I'm any further forward in getting her out if my system.. To make things worse, my subconscious seems to be conspiring against me! Last week I had two very vivid dreams about her (she was being horrible to me in them) which makes me feel like I've actually seen her. Things feeling raw all over again. She is on holiday this week which I know because I would have been going too. A little cottage by the sea which was booked before I went NC. It's a place we both love so of course I can't stop thinking about how much I'd love to be there..
I was in the devalue discard cycle for a number of years so I'm not expecting miracles with my recovery but surely I should be feeling abit better by now??

April 19, 2017 - 10:37am
Domo
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On your way

August 24, 2014 - 5:28am
Luv2bme
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A long and bumpy road..

August 24, 2014 - 4:04am
Empatheticmale
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Now its about you

August 22, 2014 - 9:00pm
Done sourcing
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I was in mine for 14 years or

August 22, 2014 - 12:31pm
BlairoRoberto
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On your way

August 21, 2014 - 4:23pm
Marksax
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Thank you all so much for

August 21, 2014 - 3:13pm
Journey
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Congrats on 8 weeks NC! As

Journey on...

August 21, 2014 - 12:08am
Julialouisa
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Remain NC

August 20, 2014 - 10:43pm
Janie53
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Marksax

August 20, 2014 - 4:26pm
thebigpayback
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8 weeks? Seriously? Everyone

August 20, 2014 - 3:03pm
Hunter
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8 weeks is not a long time. I