I'm really angry

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#1 November 14, 2013 - 4:22am
Heartbroken78
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I'm really angry

I'm on day 3 of no contact and to be honest, anger is setting in.

I feel really really anger that I'm almost scared of what I might do.

I am LOATHE with absolute fury for this toxic, abusive, disgusting, chameleon, using, narcissistic piece of filth who wasted my valuable time and wounded my sensitive personality.

How DARE she treat me this way. In fact 'how dare' isn't even an appropriate term for what she did. I am shaking with anger that I feel near to tears with it and don't know how to channel it.

I have a strong feeling that she'll go ahead and marry this girl now that DOMA has been knocked down in the States and she had a good person in me and she uses me, uses my friends and family for their warm hospitality.

Why can't I press charges? Why? It should be against the law.

I actually feel like revenge. I actually feel like typing up a page of her abusive behaviour and faxing it through to the Head Office of her job, along with all the b*tching she did about the top Directors of her company and getting her fired!!!!

Her ex almost killed her in a relatinoship years ago, and she told me she nearly died. Well guess what, she should have and pity she didnt!!!!

Yes, I'm aware I sound like a psycho, but that's how angry I am.

It's taking me all my energy and focus not to do something stupid in a bid for revenge.

November 14, 2013 - 4:29pm
gemofagirl
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So be angry...but instead of

November 14, 2013 - 1:27pm
Heartbroken78
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I wont do anything, I know

November 14, 2013 - 9:01pm (Reply to #12)
Trixy
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Honey it's only day 3

November 14, 2013 - 11:05pm (Reply to #13)
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Trixy, That is a great

November 14, 2013 - 2:31pm (Reply to #10)
BrokenBlonde
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If it's any consolation HB...

November 14, 2013 - 2:48pm (Reply to #11)
Heartbroken78
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Im the same. Im NC yes but

November 14, 2013 - 1:41pm (Reply to #9)
Done sourcing
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Crying releases toxins, it is

November 14, 2013 - 12:06pm
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You probably are setting

November 14, 2013 - 11:43am
ItsFinallytime
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Revenge, at first though

November 14, 2013 - 11:21am
thebigpayback
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revenge

November 14, 2013 - 11:57am (Reply to #4)
BrokenBlonde
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Revenge gets you nowhere...

January 1, 2014 - 7:27pm (Reply to #5)
Callie
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Hi

November 14, 2013 - 9:08am
Dallas
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Hi Heartbroken78

January 1, 2014 - 7:32pm (Reply to #2)
Callie
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Thanks Dallas