Starting Day 1 of NC

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#1 November 12, 2013 - 4:35am
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Starting Day 1 of NC

As the title states above

I have learnt that checking her FB and dating site and I even google her name, her daughter's name every day to see if anything or any new photos come up. Yesterday I spent the day crying when I saw that picture of her new partner.

I cant do that anymore. My heart is too broken. Its just it's sad because I am finally letting go in my head.

Im just afraid though because what if I go back to checking in a week or so? It feels like such an effort

I also sent off emails to ladies' sports teams. My mother keeps harpin' on about netball. Im sick telling her I have no interest in it. However, she emailed the netball head office behind my back lol and they emailed me saying to come along next monday, so I guess I am joining netball!

Do any of you ladies play a sport? Id love to know whats fun. I also am going back to football.

So its about me now. Glad I have this forum for support and tough love is what I needed :-)

November 13, 2013 - 2:59pm
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Thats it Trixy the good times

November 12, 2013 - 7:55am
Heartbroken78
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It's very hard guys. I've

November 12, 2013 - 8:30am (Reply to #31)
Dee30
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I'm glad you are closing that FB account

November 12, 2013 - 1:40pm (Reply to #32)
Heartbroken78
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And Dee I am so sorry to hear

November 12, 2013 - 6:36am
talktothehand
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HB

November 12, 2013 - 6:51am (Reply to #2)
Heartbroken78
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Thanks talktothehand :-) I am

November 12, 2013 - 1:00pm (Reply to #27)
talktothehand
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HB

November 12, 2013 - 1:00pm (Reply to #28)
Used
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talk

November 12, 2013 - 1:18pm (Reply to #29)
Hunter
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Used

November 12, 2013 - 7:59am (Reply to #26)
boomer14
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no question is silly...

November 12, 2013 - 7:39am (Reply to #3)
Dee30
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Contact=pain

November 12, 2013 - 11:29am (Reply to #24)
NCLeigh
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I wish there

November 12, 2013 - 11:50am (Reply to #25)
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NCleigh

November 12, 2013 - 8:20am (Reply to #4)
Trixy
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HB

November 12, 2013 - 8:42am (Reply to #5)
Heartbroken78
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Ladies thank you.... I really

November 12, 2013 - 8:43am (Reply to #6)
Heartbroken78
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And i can definitely relate

November 12, 2013 - 8:52am (Reply to #7)
Dee30
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You are not crazy

November 12, 2013 - 9:03am (Reply to #8)
Heartbroken78
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Then can I ask, I dont

November 12, 2013 - 9:21am (Reply to #23)
boomer14
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concentrate on you.....

November 12, 2013 - 9:11am (Reply to #9)
Heartbroken78
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I'm sorry if my posts seem

November 12, 2013 - 9:27am (Reply to #22)
boomer14
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Exactly...

November 12, 2013 - 9:25am (Reply to #10)
Dee30
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She's gaslighting you

November 12, 2013 - 9:33am (Reply to #11)
Heartbroken78
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It's because of the BPD

November 12, 2013 - 9:54am (Reply to #12)
Dee30
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I have A BPD diagnosis too

November 12, 2013 - 11:35am (Reply to #13)
Heartbroken78
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Yeah, it's the worst thing

November 12, 2013 - 1:07pm (Reply to #14)
Heartbroken78
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Thank you talk and I hope I

November 12, 2013 - 3:24pm (Reply to #20)
talktothehand
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I really thought

November 12, 2013 - 3:33pm (Reply to #21)
Heartbroken78
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I told her to slow down. She

November 12, 2013 - 2:06pm (Reply to #15)
Heartbroken78
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Can you believe it? I got

November 12, 2013 - 10:50pm (Reply to #19)
Dee30
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Good job on 1 day NC

November 12, 2013 - 7:35pm (Reply to #16)
Trixy
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I can believe it HB!

November 13, 2013 - 7:23am (Reply to #17)
Heartbroken78
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It's so hard Trixy :( yes,

November 13, 2013 - 9:58am (Reply to #18)
Trixy
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I think what triggers people