AllGiggles Story

Intervention

He is d&ding me back n forth n not sure what's real. He has scared both of us my 10 year old said he is overly aggressive. He is. I escaped my best friend of 20 years whom I was convinced was a narc n hurting me came n rescued me. She is having an intervention wit me n now I have to hear how he is abusing me from my friends whom I no longer have in my life cuz I'm always alone now. I'm so different from myself. I'm not sure who I am nemore n he said didn't wanna be with me. I don't go home cuz he is not going to let steal me away from him. He might hurt me or go nice mode I'm just not sure.
I'm afraid not sure who or what to trust
I have to admit this is abuse. Y don't I wanna admit that. I'm confused but not about the pain that's real it's n my heart shoulders back my body. So I know it real.
I have to be nice cuz I'm still there but my friends don't want me to go back n when I think he is done he switches so I never leave him. I know I have to stay away. But he has taking total control I'm not even sure how. It's so convert. Is my friend real is he really hurting or r these really misunderstandins he is really fucking wit me.
She thinks he is trying to destroy me n hurt me n yes he is.
I'm not trying to scare or trigger but I'm afraid he might kill me. He is so dangerous
I want my stuff but I'm scared to go home. Even win I move I have to move to his other property n he still will come for me.
Then he is so cold it makes me think I'm faking n making drama.
But my friends holding an intervention lets me know something is really wrong. Win he growls at me that let's me know something is wrong.
I feel alone n crazy oh n afraid.
I don't wanna go home n I don't wanna be abused. N I don't wanna have a fucking intervention cuz my man is harming mee. Sad face