GoodBye and Good Riddance...

It is two years later, almost to the day that you were so selfish that you up and walked out on our life. The lies you have told, it infuriates me that you don't have a conscious about what you have done, but I now understand. All the women, I don't have to deal with any more, all the second guessing having to be a detective to figure out what the truth was, sucking my into some paranoid world that I don't live with any more. Goodbye to the booze, the temper tantrums, porn, prostitues, the feeling of not being good enough. I give my self permission to be happy and to be loved by someone better than you. I will never for get the pain you caused our children and that you were never there to help heal their broken little hearts. I have there laughs, hugs, kisses, and all the precious moments, that your fucked up head will never appreciate. I hope you feel alone, I hope deep down you know what a pathetic person you are. Karma has bit you and it will continue to bite you. In the end when you meet your maker I hope he treats you with the same respect you have treated everyone else in your life with. My family loved you and accepted you as one of their own and you shit all over them and then ask why they won't talk to you. You are so messed up, and the sad part is, you don't even know that you are. You will never get the help you need. Go live your pathetic life and God have mercy on anyone that comes across you. At the time I asked God why would you do this, this isn't what I want. You did what was best for me, I love you and appreciate what you have done for me, I am stronger, more educated, and have learned to love myself. I worship you...GoodBye to that life, the one I thought was perfect and loving, it was all an illusion. Hello to the rest of my life, I leave you in the past, you are dead to me. I open my arms to my future and welcome it with open arms. See Ya Asshole!