Does he miss me at all?

12 posts / 0 new
Last post
#1 May 23 - 2PM
Rising Dawn
Rising Dawn's picture

Does he miss me at all?

I know it is silly of me to ask this, but I guess there is a part of me that hope he does. Does he really not have a heart?

I've been NC for 4 weeks as of today, but I am having a really rough week. I just really miss him. I woke up thinking about him this morning, and it made me really sad. I was okay the last couple of weeks, but I can't get him off of my mind the last few days.

I won't reach out - that much I know, but I really want to. I play out in my mind how wonderful it would be to be with him again, but I know it'll just end badly in another round of D&D. I wish this isn't so hard. I just want to get over him and move on, but even without his presence, it seems impossible.

I really hope I will feel better as time passes. I just want to be able to trust people again.

Mar 27 - 7AM
hyvisycym
hyvisycym's picture

Online sites are become

Vero quod exercitationem aut sit temporibus consequatur nihil a sed

Mar 27 - 12AM
cocybe
cocybe's picture

Online sites are become

May 23 - 8PM
neverlookback
neverlookback's picture

NO

May 23 - 4PM
Doubtdispelled
Doubtdispelled's picture

Thank you for helping me stay NC

May 23 - 4PM
Rising Dawn
Rising Dawn's picture

Thank you for your words

May 23 - 3PM
findingfreedom
findingfreedom's picture

I am at one month NC too and

May 23 - 4PM (Reply to #6)
NoMoreFreakBoy
NoMoreFreakBoy's picture

Me too

May 23 - 2PM
Deidre99
Deidre99's picture

They don't ever miss 'us.' As

May 23 - 3PM (Reply to #2)
red
red's picture

I'm at the 4 weeks NC stage

May 23 - 6PM (Reply to #4)
uncomfortablynumb
uncomfortablynumb's picture

I'm in the exact same

May 23 - 4PM (Reply to #3)
Lisa Mitchell
Lisa Mitchell's picture

This is exactly the way I