Freaked's Story
Freaked's Story
Friends, i am having a really horrific time. After 5 weeks at this forum, finally I have been able to Close my Emotional Response. I am finally DONE with this NH. The question I am requesting an answer for is : HOW TO I GET THE NH TO TELL ME THAT HE WISHES ME GONE A-N-D GET MY ALIMONY?
I really am in a very serious situation. After discovering the TRUTH about NPD-Psychopathy, I feel terribly frightened to be staying under the same roof. It is raw terror I am experiencing.
as i mentioned before, since i am living in a socially backward country, women can never hope to receive fairplay/justice.
what I am requesting here is . . has anybody from socially backward location ever received a clean cut from a NH? I really need to know. I am losing hope of freedom from this cage and suffocation is rapidly engulfing me. I am hanging on here at this forum for dear life.
I am not exaggerating. before i had discovered about PD, i had always accepted sh** thinking there must be something horribly wrong with me...only NOW it has dawned to me that i have been Normal and Human all along...but perhaps Uninformed rather than call myself Stupid. If anything I believe I am not a stupid person.
Is there any Manipulation i can do so that NH cuts the knot in least troublesome way?
Till now he has not even mentioned about the divorce from me which he is discussing with OW.
at first when i came to know I was very scared of being flung into the street. Today... I am desperately PRAYING that he really sends me the D Papers asap.
I also want to live for some years in PEACE.
Honestly, I don't know how i survived so long? Just my need to be alive so that I could protect my child? I confess... that is the one and only reason i managed to survive in this devilcage
NOTE to myself:
sharing a useful link
Freaked
Thanks Hunter