finally learning

I am so glad I found this site. I have listened to the radio shows over and over again. It has helped me with N?C. Wow what an awakening. I always thought he came back because he honestly missed me. Made me really adhere to this.

I met my N 4 years ago and what a ride. His cheating Lying. I guess it took catching him in the act to finally hit home. I confronted him in front of her. He said...you ended it a long time ago...excuse me...I said..never remember that conversation...He told me he loved me like no other 2 days before. On my birthday...

I know he is a sick man. He was in an accident....rolled his semi...which crushed my mothers neighbor....I was not there but things he has said lead me to believe he was at fault. I had indeed asked him to move out the nite before the accident. I could not watch him get ready and walk out the door to look for my re[placement one more time...I opened the door the next nite expecting him to get his things,,,instead I found him standing there bloody telling me about his accident. I go int caretaker mode...pamper him....as he had broken ribs. only to have him get up and start carousing all over again 2 weeks later. He told me his ribs hurt to bad to be with a woman. Not to worry....NOT>>> anyways he has said he did the lladies husband a favor as she was fat and he was divorcing her. My brother died the same time of the year...right before Christmas a few yrs earlier...wow brought it all back to me...In a collision with a semi. Sad but true this N can lie his way out of anything. I do know that after I told him to tell her he killed a woman and was going to go to jail, he will never be back...My question is will he seek revenge? He has had his ex wife in his rifle site many times. Good news is on day 6...