"He is cursed mostly for his extreme fraud, and betrayal" but am I also cursed?
"He is cursed mostly for his extreme fraud, and betrayal" but am I also cursed?
"He is cursed mostly for his extreme fraud, and betrayal" but am I also cursed?
I ask myself and everyone on this board, will I ever be the same again? Let me recap at bit: I am not bitter, I do not seek revenge, I have severed it for all eternity, I do not care if he thrives, fails, lives or dies. Its only human that I would relish the thought of sitting him down and MAKING him listen to what he did to my life, but it would have no effect, it would not reach the dark deep void of humanity that he is lacking within.
Tonight driving home from work I went back in time to when I was so deeply in love with this man, I was at one time his NUMBER ONE VICTIM he worked so very hard to secure. I remember vividly in my mind my hopes, dreams, and life I was going to live with this man and for a fleeting moment I remembered in my heart what it felt like. It only caused me EXTREME PAIN, but then I also remembered he NEVER for one moment felt all the things I felt, and what a tragedy, what a shame he never will experience the love I did with anybody.
This is why they can move on with such ease and why we are left feeling we have lost everything we ever believed in. I KNOW I was a person of true worth and value, and he let me go in much the same way a pet dog that ran away. We KNOW its because of the deformity they suffer from and I know it hurts because I CAN love and I DID LOVE, I loved a fraud, I loved a psychopath, I loved a highly disturbed individual. I pray I am not cursed for eternity because of this experience, he took so much from me and I want it back.
neverlookback
I have to disagree and suggest another way to look at it...
Michelle
Does not sound too cryptic
I said this somewhere else don't remember where
Michelle
Yes...I agree
JUST HURTING
I am very sorry you are having
Thank you Michelle
This is an excellent article
Dear NLB and Michele, thank you
spinning
I AM SO GLAD
And I thank you too spinning
neverlookback
victimnomore
NLB
What doesn't kill you only
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