I am also so drained! But every time I think "I cant take one more day of this". I allow him one more day. Or I hear him out, weigh out what he has to say, then always agree to be friends. I am exhausted!
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"dont let yesterday take up too much of today"
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"dont let yesterday take up too much of today"
I hear you Rainbow1 but we are fighting back now and I think that's good. I know I would have just begged for his forgiveness before and I don't now. I stand up for myself and I think that's why he declared his fake love for me last week. He sees I'm changing and he's losing control. This is good! I think you're doing the same thing so keep fighting for yourself. We are the only ones that can do it.
Ask yourself if this is the way you want your child to see women treated? Ask yourself if this is how you want to be treated? It has been going on a long time --- this is your life. There is a lot of recovery on the other side of letting go, but no time like the present to start really living and stop walking on eggshells. You CAN do it.
Peace. J
I guess that's why I asked him today if he could take a day off for 'me' this Summer. He didn't willingly tell me he was off this Thursday and Friday. I was asked by other boaters to come hang out with them this week and I told him this. He then told me he was off these days to be with his son. When I had asked him a month ago to take a day off for me he said 'sure'. When I arrived he said that he couldn't take his vacation this Summer at all.
Boy I hope so
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"dont let yesterday take up too much of today"
I hear you Rainbow1 but we
Ask yourself if this is the
Peace. J
Janet