2 mths NC....I F-ed up royally.I sent him message wishing him a happy holiday@!!!!! wtf
2 mths NC....I F-ed up royally.I sent him message wishing him a happy holiday@!!!!! wtf
Yep..I hit a low low point...
Blame it on the holidays...blame it on the fact I snooped and saw a picture of him and the OW at rockefeller center..that got me jealous thinking I had to throw a wrench in there...
I haven't contacted him in 2mths...Then today I broke..I have also heard a rumor..who knows if it is true but that him and his friends are dabbling in the drug"meth:..could be a rumor..But part of me wants to reach out because of that..I messed up...But it felt right to write the email..Why did it feel right? I have had all these bad feelings towards him so far,but it felt right to reach out..Maybe in my pea-brain head since time passed since the smackdown of the OW etc i thought we could mold things over? as friends...Am i high myself? Or just human?...ugghhh....there goes NC.....We had a good run NC....oh man
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