What do you think YOU were used for?
What do you think YOU were used for?
I am just full of "New Forums" arent I?
Thanks for all the responses of those who shared their involvement in their perversion, I should say what they wanted you to do. Strange how we keep narrowing down little by little the purpose they had for us. I can narrow down what his agenda was for me, summing it up he wanted me to be a porn star in his little sick world. When I look back I was tested, trained and fine tuned, much like a pimp would do for his call girls. Talk about premeditative manslaughter of another human beings soul.
I dont believe many of them know the chemical breakdown of forming a sexual bond with their victims, like Barbara said, they do what works for them by trial and error. However, I DO believe they plot and plan and are constantly calculating how to keep, control and manipulate their victims. That is why they are always one step ahead and it has been said you can never win with them, the only way to win is to disengage and go NC. I never imagined in my life I would be a victim of sexual abuse, especially in the manner in which this man operated. I think it was very therapeutic for me to watch a few of the porno clips of group encounters, because that is EXACTLY what mine was trying to achieve from me, maybe thats why I threw up today. As I was so deeply under his spell and in love with him he was doing this and was pretending how much he missed me and what I meant to him. Ya I can see how much he missed me, just pull up a porn group site and it will show the love he had for me.
I am not shocked anymore after putting this forum up for discussion. It has shown me the true sexual predator that he was. Ladies, God love ya for sharing things that were shameful to you, and not being afraid of being judged for becoming a victim of a pathological predator. You all have my respect. Barbara I will say what you once said, Sometimes I am still shocked and maybe always will be from the man he was in the beginning to how he tried to destroy me in the end. He made me feel like I missed my true calling in life, To be a porn star, that is the only use he had for me. Guess when you are bent over with your private parts ready for engagement your personal good qualities are of little importance, I struggled with that for sooo long wanting him to see me as a fine human being, no wonder he never cared to hear me play the piano, ha ha ha. More importantly no wonder we are left trying to pick up the pieces of our life we lost.
If you had to summarize looking back what do each of you think his purpose was for you? Laundry, meals, front? I wont say sex because that is just really a tool they use it seems to lure us and bond.
missing posters....
pizza delivery......
PENIS...hahahahaha....
Why cant mine have this disorder?
knock knock...hepatitis calling.....
No More Pizza for Me
YUCKKKK!
Barbara
HAHAHAHA
omg narcnarc
his 'little problem'....
Mine used me for sex with other men and women
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I had....
Used
mine dated men!!
ANYSexuals
narcnarc
Asexual.....
Mine was opposite but also the same
The multitude of ways
not sure
sick
respect is not in their toolbox
Penis
precious....
Aceonelady
hard
same sh*t...
running
Friday