I feel like I been run over by a bus
I feel like I been run over by a bus
So my narc out of the blue with almost 3 months of nc called my office friday and i fell into the trap of talking to him. I did not just hang up - i fell into all the traps i always did/do. I drank on friday night till i passed out - he called ever 1-3 min. Left me 19 vmails. I am at work again today - i never left my apartment from friday at 5pm until it was time to go to work today. I just layed in bed - took sleeping pills and feeling sick. I still feel sick.
I did not listen to my vmails, but heard from my ex-husband that the narc was calling him beacuse he was afraid something bad happend to me cause i was not answering the phone. - OMG - the narc took or I allowed myself to be taken away from my ex- who i had a long relationship with and 2 kids. And the narc calls him - I just feel so sick - i can't think - i just want to sleep. I remember this feeling at the end of our relationship when i kicked him out. I was sleeping 12 or more hours a day. OH GOD - I know the answers but, i can't help feeling sick....
You know what, FUCK HIM
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