Lonely today. Day 6

Hanging on to NC, occasionally I get an urge to text him today and don't know why. I am not going to.. Have no reason to. Everytime I get that urge all I need to do is think of his smug narc ass.. Giving me the ST or blaming me for something else. Or even worse saying that if my 13 year old adhd daughter wasn't around everything would be great and we would be happy. Fucking psychpath.