No Matter What, I Still Love Him

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#1 May 5 - 2AM
NarcSurvivor1
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No Matter What, I Still Love Him

Sometimes I get so mad I think I would have the capability to harm him permanently so he couldn't hurt anyone else ever again. But then I also have this knowledge that I will always love him, will be at his bedside when he is dying when he is an old man and everyone else has given up on him. Am I insane? After all the crap, how can I possibly be thinking like this - that I would be there for him in the end after everyone else has washed their hands of him? Could I be any more on the fence or what?!

May 5 - 9PM
dulcinea441
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Come back and revisit this

May 5 - 5PM
ruby01 (not verified)
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NarcSurvivor1

May 5 - 12PM
Sadangelintears
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I know how you feel

May 5 - 12PM
Trainwreck56
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I can't say I feel as you do..

May 5 - 8AM
onwithmylife
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I agree that you love the illusion

May 5 - 8AM
janemarie
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I dont think it's HIM you

May 5 - 7AM
SkinnyBuffalo
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I understand and I can say

May 5 - 2AM
eyeswideopen35
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I too understand how you

May 5 - 8AM (Reply to #4)
Monarch
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Mine was ill

May 5 - 4PM (Reply to #5)
NarcSurvivor1
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Wow! That was powerful

May 5 - 2AM
Lucky Escape
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Know how you feel

May 5 - 2PM (Reply to #2)
Dee11
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Know how you feel