Feeling dying inside now. pls help me.
Feeling dying inside now. pls help me.
My almost 4 weeks of mumdane life (not getting really close to any friend) had a turn when i met a friend (months of no contact already due to change of class), on my way back to project.
Then she began to ask about my bf.
I have no choice i say we are silent period now which i lied (just dindt want to say much)
But she began to tell me her problems. What she been tru is as hurting.
As she speak i can see and feel her tears struggling not to drop.
Only at this point i finally digged out those buried so long misery and tell her abit. Seeing her face i recalled myself. Hearing her story triggered all my inner deep fear, hurt, misery and sadness.
After departed due to work commitment, i went to peak into his FB. I see alot of things.
It's like finally he went into FB added so many people.
From there i also see he took alot pictures with different gals, all individually.
One he has a photo with a gal, so happily together and close.
He even wanted to go concert with her.
I am broken down.
Wanted cry on way home.
However after i reached home, all tears seems to stuck, now feeling damn bad now.
Anyone lives in asia, or what save me.
tell me how can fight back fate playing on me?
Aquarius
I understand
Aquarius
I dont even know what i want
I think you should get to a hospital now if you can