I've seen 3 generations of disordered people and the destruction and desolation that is it's legacy.
I survived it including a 23 year relationship with an N/P which nearly took my life 3 times. Not sure why I survived but I'm so grateful that I did.I can't always talk about the details as they are very painful to re-live, but I'm working on it. I have a long road of healing ahead..both physical and emotional. I am determined to educate myself and in turn my son, hoping to give him a much better chance than I had.
I am deeply spiritual and am finding that GOD and the education on the disordered are really saying the same thing.I've seen alot but I'm just realizing the value of what I've witnessed my whole life. I've learned so much from those who suffered the most..mostly my father who died young from the pain of a life with the disordered.
My hope is to keep learning and sharing what I know with others. I wish that NO ONE ever suffer what I've experienced and seen.
Please do not go this alone.
If I can help in any way...I'll know that it wasn't all a waste...and my father will be helping through me...because I was there to see it and my memory is long.
I'm so fortunate to have found this healing place.