I feel dumb. I did so well with no contact the first time but we ended on a bad note and I changed my #, making it easier.
Now that he's back and he's feedling me this crap, I feel sorry for him. . . I KNOW its happening. The manipulation, making me fall for him again. I thought I would be alright, now that I'm aware of npd and with the help of the birth of my daughter, have moved on. . . But why am I still excited to get a text from him? Why do I want to talk to him? Because I'm lonely?
He tells me how sorry he is, how bad he misses us... I know that it has to be b.s. he would have never left if being w us is what he wanted. Its about control. The ONLY reason he summoned me. To get to me. To get me to talk to him again and it worked.