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Age Range

40-50

My Story

To continue my story...after years of not seeing him and not calling him when he would contact my sister to see how I was doing...my marriage was bad and one day I decided to call him back well I lived out of state and we talked occasionally but I was married and he was married.t.. after 2 years of talking I MOVED TO the state where he lived. I did not tell him I was moving and one day on my way to work he called about 1 year later we meet for lunch. It was great we talked and I really felt like we connected and then I didnt hear from him for 2 months. I was in walmart right efore Christmas anbd he called first I hung up on him and then he kept calling so finally the following Feb we meet again this time getting a room going out for dinner and from then on every weekend I woild met him. We were both still married but his wife had left(she was and still is a drug addict and currently in prison for the third time) He promised me the world I went to visit him one Friday night and low and behold his wife answered the door he tried to leave with me but I would have no part of it.I was so distraught that 2 days later I tried to kill myself. He came to the hospital and we were back together. I divorced lost custody of my beautful.sweet daughter and moved 2 hours away to rent a house with him. Only to discover thta he was still involved wiyh his wife. THis went on for 2 years they finally divorced actually they divorced before I did but he continued to see her.I would cry but after awhile I almost feel immune to it.It's weird I can't really explian it.Fast forward we married in 2010. But he's worst after we married one day we talk he tells me how much ne loves me and then I go to work IWORK oout of town so I[m gone 3 days aweek anyway when I'm out of towm he rarely calls. The story is that I feel so confused he's HOT OR COLD with his emotions. He makes me feel like it's all in my head,.I wi

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