Healing... :)

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#1 Dec 24 - 3AM
confusedenough
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Healing... :)

Guys,
Firstly I want to wish you all a happy Christmas and a beautiful narc free 2016 :) I hope you all find yourselves first and then followed by TRUE love :)

I have been off social media for a couple weeks and I can't tell you how much my head is clearing!!!! I'm beginning I remember what I am about! What my qualities are! I've stopped comparing myself to narc and his new target and started realising my own worth!!! I still have a way to go! But when they say looking at ur ex profile or anyone related to him I can honestly say that it definitely keeps u addicted and counts as 'contact'

Really wanna heal? Be strong and don't look!!!! I know it's hard!!!! But u have ur own life to live!

I'm still finding myself ruminating quite a bit though! But I guess that is natural???

I went on a few dates with a decent guy (I can feel it in my gut - instincts really are to be trusted) but I was not emotionally available at the time as I was still obsessing over narc badly and pining after him! I didn't tell the new guy about narc - too much Info in the dating stages - just told him that I had recently broken up with someone! Any ways I think this new guy has purposely given me space cos each time I pulled away he let me! And never ever made me feel crazy!!! And now I'm starting to think I like him! We will see! I'm still healing and I think it's so important to deal with issues before going onto someone else for both ur sake! Rebounds are not healthy!!!

But it's nice he has kept in touch and doesn't pressure me!

Let's wait and see hey!

As for he narc - what a loser and I feel sorry for the new target xxxxx merry xmas all xxxxx

Dec 24 - 3AM
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Ps I can't believe I let him