I'm sick of being triggered
I'm sick of being triggered
I sound like a snob to me, writing about this. I do not belong to a yacht club, I couldn't afford it if I wanted to. I do not own a boat. I simply crew. OK. Tonight we sailed out of the harbor past the only two other boats that I was on with my narc. One is a very expensive and beautiful yacht that we sailed a number of times and from which we watched the July 4th fireworks from the boat, it was stunningly beautiful! The other, I 'm the one who labelled the holders for the lines ie "clutches" and I'm sure my labels are still on the boat because that captain was thankful. Tonight, leaving town I wanted to see where my narc's car was parked. If it were parked in one place it would mean his new honey was at his place and I could see her plate. HOW CRAZY!!!!! CRAZY CRAZY!! One of you reminded me to think of all the cruel things that he did to me and make a list. I have it in my mind. I reviewed the list, did not check his car, did not drive by his place and really really don't give a D..n re what her license plate is.
I'm glad to be home having driven straight out of town.
To all of you , again thank you. I held you with me tonight and your advice helped me through and kept me from acting like a crazy person!!
You're absolutely right Goldie!
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Goldie