Apology to you all and confession to make
Apology to you all and confession to make
First of all wanted to say to you thanks for everyone's comments and posts for my original posting !
But I have a confession to make and I'm not proud but I wanted to share with you what I've done but also wanted to promise to you all and put in writing my commitment to succeed and move forward !
First of all I fell off the wagon and logged off Facebook then went back on it and seen him with other woman and fell into despair again and never got out my bed ! I've logged back off again! Then yesterday this is my confession I sent him all his stuff back got a courier to take it to him I also put In his birthday present that was sitting here unopen and a Xmas present with a card and a note with hindsight it was a stupid thing to do and I feel worse but I wanted to put myself to you all and tell you what I've done and I promise to book my one to one with goldie in jan when I can afford it and will also commit to doing the work in a way part of me feels better getting rid of his stuff and parcels as I don't need to look at and also affirms what a low life scum bag he is as he's kept it all and the gifts and not even a thank you nothing who keeps expensive gifts and doesn't say anything meanwhile (before I came off Facebook ) he's saying how he likes this time of year and he's grateful for his friends and family yet he can't even say a thanks ! Again a bit confused if I'm honest thought narcs liked attention and people doing things so again to keep blanking me after I did this says more about him than me still hurts that he can't even be bothered to say thanks
First hugs. Second..
Thank you that's so lovely
Sorry never really answered
dear worried, my heart
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Thank you for your lovely
Worriedunhappy, it's not
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I know you're right but it
You are acting like a junkie
And you guarantee this new
He's not talking to you