10 steps back crying

Holiday season is making me more crazy I'm weak and pathetic yes I looked looked at bloody Facebook and there's his new woman wishing all their family and friends merry Xmas what the fuck she doesn't know half his friends or family !! If I'd have done that he would have went mad but there he is on liking it and commenting and referring to them both !! He's spent last night and today with her all I got was Xmas day night I know all I've read says they can't change but from what I've seen he has changed and my heart is even more broken !! Why her !!! Also he never did even acknowledge the Xmas present I sent can't even do civil with me yet good enough for sex 3 month ago head spinning devastated