The merry go round.

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#1 Feb 21 - 1PM
stayingstrong11
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The merry go round.

Went to bed feeling strong. Woke up feeling this nagging feeling to check his Facebook. I don't know why. I just feel like I needed to. I didn't though. I went for a long walk instead. Everytime I think of what I saw on his Facebook. Him talking to another girl I feel sick so why would I want to reignite that. Is it because that sick to my stomach waiting for the shoe to drop feeling has become familiar to me. I'm proud of myself for not doing it but why on earth do I have the urge when I know it will just be painful. Why do I want to play this fucked up game? This I'm guessing is the deeper work. Deep breath. I will get through today

Feb 21 - 3PM
Hunter
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We play the game because we

Feb 21 - 1PM
ItsFinallytime
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You're right. This is the

Feb 21 - 2PM (Reply to #2)
stayingstrong11
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itsfinallytime