The thought of him having new supply is making me want to throw up
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Feb 14 - 10AM
The thought of him having new supply is making me want to throw up
I woke up this morning with a pit in my stomach. The need to want to text or call him is weighing on me. Wanting to stop him from taking another girl out. Wanting to beg. I won't. Be the feeling is there. To my knowledge he never cheated but who really knows. He may have been good at hiding it. But the thought of him with someone else hurts so bad. I just want to cry today. I've been so strong lately and today I just want to cry. I know him in his love bombing stage and how good it felt. To think of another girl getting that makes me ill. I'm writing candidly ... Just my thoughts. I keep telling myself they are just thoughts and feelings and will pass... Thank you for listening. It's only day 3 of NC....
This is not going to go away
Thank you hunter:)
stayingstrong
Thank you
SS11
Thank you free me