No contact? How long before i earn my chip?
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Nov 3 - 11AM
No contact? How long before i earn my chip?
The no contact step is the hardest. I literally cross off days on the calendar as I get through them without texting or responding. It's easier when he tries to contact me because I feel empowered but it isn't long before I see it as an invitation to respond with the upper hand. Within one or two exchanges I'm back to being the underdog and yearning for everything that was a fantasy...a mirage. I block him then unblock him. The silence is deafening. I truly feel like an addict living the AA motto one day at a time. I'm four days sober and it hurts like hell. I just want to hear he's dying without me even if I know it's a lie. My God I need help as badly as he does. This is miserable
Good for you!
Blocked
Blocking
Struggle
not what you want to hear:
ambrandon7, hello and
spinning
thank you
Hang in
Logically/Illogical
This is exactly why we say to
Whew...
Yes, if you block him and
Its Finally Time
There u go. You have to