Letter from a narc

I've been about a month NC when I got a bunch of texts from an unknown number.

He changed his number again and sent me this as well as about 30 pics of when we were together.

"I realized not only did you leave, but you took my life and everything I cared about w you! And I didn't know how to pick up the pieces bc i didn't think you would leave me again, so I went to a dark place for awhile, then I got my head out of my ass, got things in motion and then yesterday I couldn't take it any longer, I had to talk to you and let you know that I'm never going to let you go! I'm going to be here waiting until you come home, however long that might be! I'm sorry for the bad times we had but try to remember all of the great times there were and how we were a great team and an amazing family that wanted to add to it! I love you, we love you! I miss you, we miss you!"

Trying to be strong. Blocked new number and trying to deal with emotions this brought up