When the mind starts to focus on the Narc, again
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Sep 21 - 6PM
When the mind starts to focus on the Narc, again
My mind has been trailing off to thoughts of narc and his new woman. It's so frustrating!!! I don't want to waste a moment more of my life on him or any other woman in his orb. I know on one hand what she is getting - then thoughts come that maybe he will be better with her cause she's younger, prettier, sweeter. Why do I give a damn? I don't want to give a damn.I know it's BS.
I have not seen him since November last year, he attempted a hoover in January but I did not go running back to his country. I will be seeing them next week (share the same spiritual beliefs making being in the same place unavoidable) and would love to have the codependent part of my mind removed so I am free.
Pre-trip anxiety
Thank you