hoover again...sets me back...

Hi everyone....just posting,, venting,,bitching,,,
Getting my ice coffee at drive thru this morning....
hear horn beeping...look in rear view window...
There he is waving, i paid n drove off...
I really wanted to just put my car in reverse n plow into him....but i drove off n swearing as loud as i could to myself....Fuck ..it just is crazy....i use to long for the days of seeing him, being acknowledged,,, But any contact,, even not started by me,,does = pain...
stayed home today,,, just not up to much...