He left..

So he resigned from his job effective immediately and is moving out of town this weekend, I had apparently left a few things at his place over 2 months ago (when our breakup happened) and he decided to pass my things on to our mutual work colleague. He called me straight after and basically was extremely blunt and cold to me, I sent him an extremely nasty text last night (first time I've messaged him since ending things) telling him how I felt.

I woke up in the middle of the night, remembering things.. Thinking about the good and bad times and I feel so extremely sad right now.. Hence coming online. I know I should be happy he is leaving and happy to be finally rid of all this mess but he has taken every bit of me and tore it into a thousand tiny pieces.. I don't ever know if I will be able to love anyone again after this experience, it had truly taken the life out of me.