AllGiggles's Story
AllGiggles's Story
Stronger
Not sure which forum this goes in.
Hi every1 I have been working really hard to improve my situation.
So here goes.
I left for real in 2011. Building my life up. Happy place he comes woes me talks me n2 biz and living 2gr.
He cheated lied abused n hurt me. I allowed him to do these things.
He also scared myself n my baby girl 10 years old.
Every holiday has been lonely sad mad n bad. This last D&D was becuz I asked him where he was he was being mean that morning n I didn't c it coming. Back n forth. He thought that he was going to manage me down n take the fake ass relationship n still have me jumping thru hoops. Giggles fuck him
But this Time I was ready. After break up He came home giving me all things i wanted while in the r/s. he going to take me out 2 a special place but just as friends. I told him i dont wanna hang out i meant I put him out told him he gotta go. Giggles. I don't wanna be wit him. He don't eat pussy he dont wanna kiss or hang out he is mean n a cheater n a big ass user.
Y would I wanna be his friend all he does is take. Contact=pain. 4REAL!
That mother fucker ain't my friend he is a user.
Giggles. I put him outta his own house he playing nice cuz I'm done. Giggles He giving me my space he went to other property. So I'm very low contact. But I know that he is coming but I'm stronger. I'm 1 answer replies 2 his text I don't mess wit him.
But here we go I'm waiting on him to cut the cable off on us. He wants to come chill to watch so I told him cut it off. I found another house n moving soon as I can. July!
I took my power back.
He thought he was going to dump n have me begging I don't do that shit anymore.
I'm glad for peace I was tired of that constant tenseness n my shoulders. He has to call before he come by n he can not chill here at all.
I feel super super strong but I wanna be aware too cuz he is always working an angel. Maybe he has new supply which this time around I'm cool wit please so u can leave me alone. But as I type that the hurtful heart pain is still there sum. But it's going away so fast.
I even catch myself not thinking about him oh I'm over it giggles.
Once I'm outta his house I'm really free but regardless
IM STRONGER.
You have been doing great.
Thank u. I'm just really sick