Just 24 hours true NC with him and his friends, and the urge to unblock them all and spy grows more intense.
I had a dream that he had a new girlfriend. Although he is 47 and looks 60, she was about 25, happy looking, with bright red dyed hair, cut above the shoulder, and looked rather overweight (like me).
I thought, That could have been me, if only I was more funky, social and interesting....
But it can't be true, he hates fat girls, and has no time for anyone except his own boring self. Plus he'd find some excuse to criticize her fire engine red hair anyway.
All of this, over a dream about an imaginary woman!
Maybe these dreams are just the mental poison finally leaving my system....
NC NC NC