Web Of Lies

Web Of Lies
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I just discovered Sarah Tate's blog site, and this is a poem she has posted. All I could say after reading it is "WOW!. Very powerful". I'm impressed. She has also written two books ("Web Of Lies" and "Renaissance - A Journal of Discovery"). I think I'm going to have to buy and read them, too. :)

Her site is at:
http://www.sarahtateauthor.com/About-Sarah.html

The link to the original post with this poem is at:
http://singlemumsal.blogspot.com/

I want to thank you now

From the bottom of my heart,

Not for the pain you caused,

Or the lives you’ve torn apart,

I want to thank you now,

For the person you’ve become,

You’ve accepted what you are,

That you’ll never be someone,

The pain has grasped you now,

Biting deep within your soul,

Nothing you could do now

Could replace the lives you stole,

You are a fading shadow,

Of a life which went to waste,

All those opportunities,

Can never be replaced,

You think you have it in you,

The love you clearly seek,

Yet you could never reach it,

For that part of you is weak,

You believed you had a need for it,

A capacity to share,

But sadly now, you realise,

That gift was never there,

You became consumed in self deceit,

In narcissistic thought,

A life of puerile fantasy,

Leaving those you touched distraught,

You tried your best, you think you did,

You believe you gave your all,

But in the end, you brought it down,

Your pride led to your fall,

Thank God you left the best with me,

I have all I’ll ever need,

I’m richer than you’ll ever be,

I’m tainted not by greed,

You’ve taught me who I shouldn’t be,

You’ve changed my view of life,

I’ve recognised my worth, you see,

I’m more than some-ones wife,

And that you’ve chosen now to go,

And live your life your way,

It’s for the best, you know it too,

That’s all that I can say,

You are not able to provide

The things we want or need,

You’re not a man who’s capable

Of helping us succeed,

That task is mine and mine alone,

You know you lack the strength,

The choice you made was wholly right,

To keep us at arm’s length,

I see the wisdom in your thoughts,

The reason why you chose,

To leave us all behind at last,

And draw this to its close,

The choice you made is best for us,

Your one last saving grace,

You recognised we’re better off,

If you vanish without trace,

You know you are not worthy of the gifts that you received,

The lives you once destroyed,

The other people you deceived,

And so, I thank you now, I do,

Though others find it strange, They think it odd, you see,

How my attitude has changed,

But I have learned you must forgive,

The ones you should detest,

So I free myself, forgive you now,

And wish you all the best,

losing the battle's picture

She's amazing

I have both of those books and I recommend them, she is one very brave and inspiring lady.

abandonedandhurt's picture

awesome poem

awesome poem! I want to mail it to him. or send it as an attachment. Damn it its perfect! But it will break NC rules. Damn!

Janie53's picture

Abandonedandhurt

He wouldn't think it applied to him anyway even if you did send it. Better choice to stay true to you by continuing NC.

Stay true!
xoxoxo

Janie

abandonedandhurt's picture

Janie

You are so right. He wouldn't connect it to his own behaviors. I believe he has made himself believe the lies he told about me in order to protect his image when he dumped me for OW. Its amazing just how F'd up they are! Doesn't he know on some level that he made up lies to justify walking away from me and breaking our engagement? He has to think of some of the mean things he did and said when he lays his head down on his pillow at night right?