I have just been watching a programme where a boss goes undercover to see how therye company is really doing and they pretend they are one of the workers there to find things out.

at the end of the programme the boos who has gone undercover reveals themselves to the employees and discusses whats goof and whats bad..

so ive been watching this and there was quite a lot of compliments in this programme at the end , the boss was saying that they were kind , considerate , caring...and i started to get really upset !
i think this is because i find it hard to take compliments myself as im not used to them anymore....

but it DID show and tell me that that in itself is not right...i want to leave for good

i deserve compliments , i deserve good things to happen to me.....and i deserve love

xx