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took the boards today
tryingtorecover
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took the boards today
Posted August 2, 2012 - 8:59pm
Hey,
I sat for the state boards today and guess what the freaking scumbag, pond scum magott didn't even pop into my head once. I think i passed the boards...all signs look good. Glad i wanted to write and reach out here instead of to someone who really is a freak in plain clothes.
ttr
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i was doing so well...
August 2, 2012 - 9:35pm — tryingtorecoveri was doing so well keeping this jit bag out of my head then all of a sudden BAM, the thought to cyber stalk him crept back inside me...i felt the anxiety well up as i thought about doing this and some how managed to pause and get myself back here to this site and write.
CONTACT=fucking pain for ME
One Step Forward
August 2, 2012 - 9:56pm — GracefullyFreeIt just kills me.
I can be doing so well and then.....BAM
There are triggers. For me the thoughts and doubts came back today after seeing OW-now-NW at a stoplight. It's also a mix of loneliness and good ol' fashioned pms.
In the past, when something good happened, I wanted to tell him. It would trigger loneliness. These are all just thoughts and feelings. They suck. They also pass.
You're right! CONTACT = pain!
You did something AMAZING today! (CONGRATULATIONS!!)
Do some nurturing and celebrating of YOU!
You took your boards today!!
You're too fabulous for a Narc. You deserve much much better.
TTR
August 2, 2012 - 9:40pm — Janie53Phew! You saved yourself; a very good sign. Celebrate getting through the boards. Good for you!
Stay true to you!
Janie