Going to court on Monday the 23rd for the final judgement. I'm feeling very VERY anxious about it. I will have people with me for support, but I'm still anxiety ridden about seeing him. I think I'm feeling sorry for him at this point.... I mean, he is never going to get it. He is going to be miserable forever.. no one will ever meet his ridiculous standards (which are an extension of his NARC mother's standards)... but he is just destined to continue in the same vein... forever. Never realizing that he behaves in a horrible way towards people and that THAT is the reason he is always alone, unhappy, unfulfilled, friendless, and being abandoned by the very person who dared to try and show him something different.
Not really looking for advice here I guess. Just kind of putting my thoughts out there. I am actually dating a very nice man right now, and have no desire to even try to speak to ex NARC to fill him in on all I know. It's his demons to fight... and I'm sooo done with taking them on as my own. I simply know what I know that I know... and I know he is lost.