Having hard time today

Having hard time today
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Today it hurts. It's Father's Day, and that MFN is probably pretending he is a wonderful father and celebrating by drinking himself into a stupor, making everyone he can feel sorry for him, because he is such a great man. Pretending he is father to his 13 year old daughter that he hasn't seen since she was a baby, having fake phone conversations with his daughter, pretending she is coming to see him and that he is cooking her favorite turkey dinner for her, telling his next victim he is with his daughter and even pretending to talk to her while they are on the phone (YEP.. he actually did this!) I feel little sick, and want to cry. Why did I ever stay with him? Day 7. Longest I have ever gone without speaking to him.

Deidre99's picture

You know what though? YOU

You know what though? YOU KNOW THE TRUTH.

As long as you know the truth, honestly, that's all that truly matters.

Pearl430's picture

congrats

Good for you 7 days keep moving forward.

Father's Day I thought would be much harder. The girls were with him today and I am alone. I don't feel bad becuase dirctly after eating lunch they went to Six Flags without him because he would rather sit home watching tv then spend the day with his daughters. When they get back they are bringing our family dog over here and we are going to take her for a nice walk while he sits alone. Funny how on Mothers day he called our 14 yr old multiple times asking when he was going to see her. What aloser

Pearl430's picture

congrats

Good for you 7 days keep moving forward.

Father's Day I thought would be much harder. The girls were with him today and I am alone. I don't feel bad becuase dirctly after eating lunch they went to Six Flags without him because he would rather sit home watching tv then spend the day with his daughters. When they get back they are bringing our family dog over here and we are going to take her for a nice walk while he sits alone. Funny how on Mothers day he called our 14 yr old multiple times asking when he was going to see her. What aloser

Pearl430's picture

congrats

Good for you 7 days keep moving forward.

Father's Day I thought would be much harder. The girls were with him today and I am alone. I don't feel bad becuase dirctly after eating lunch they went to Six Flags without him because he would rather sit home watching tv then spend the day with his daughters. When they get back they are bringing our family dog over here and we are going to take her for a nice walk while he sits alone. Funny how on Mothers day he called our 14 yr old multiple times asking when he was going to see her. What aloser