Ladies and gentleman,
I am posting yet another set of texts that I received last night. I only do this because I used to wonder (before I discovered what a NARC is) about their weird use of language and if it was just me that was crazy...I find it to be disgusting but fascinating in a sense. I REALLY do hope that if anyone here wonders the same thing, about crazy talk and projection, they will be able to find some similarities in the way they speak that will help them see the NARCS for what they are..IT IS NOT YOU!!! STILL NC AND LOVING IT!!
These were received over a 2 hour period last night.
Text # 1
I am 37 years old and know what I want I want for my life. You were my world, too bad I wasn't yours. I can change and be better but you would rather be arrogant and not see the good I brought. I look past all of your neglect while you send me to voice mail and never respond, and you think I don't deserve another chance? Sorry to burst your cocky bubble you are not the only woman in the city. Good lusk Melia, no games, no lies no manipulation, you wont hear from me again. Remember, you were a reflection of me!!
Still, you put me to voicemail when I am trying to reach out to you! Listen to your voice mail you unnappreciative asshole! I love you and don't want to start over! I want to be with you! U fucking win! I never abused you or cheated (((LIES!!!))) U fucked me over again!! Cant you see that I love you!! FUCK OFF MELIA!!
This is why I get angry! You shit on my feelings like it's nothing!Fuck you Melia, you heartless mother fucker! I should have never turned around last night and got off that plane!! I could not leave because I didn't want to leave us for good!! I am done!! One day you will see what you gave up you arrogant mother fucker!! You will never hear from me again!!
All this bullshit for what? Because I dont want to throw my relationship away? Unbelievable!! You are the one who can't change!! U still disregard me! All good..I cant do this anymore!! I was willing to change!! We have issues that could have been fixed through counseling! I would have been better! I fucking HATE YOU and wish I NEVER MET YOU!!
Even when I am being 100 with you, you cut me down. I don't want to move on! I want us to be good to each other! You would rather keep your distance than embracing me! What makes you better than me?? I will deal with this and get over you!! You are a coward!! Thanks for making me single when I don't want to be!! Leave me alone!
Text # 6
I love you Melia!!
FUCKING CRAZINESS!!! I can not believe that I thought I was going crazy for over a year when this is the kind of talk I was listening to!! It was a severe case of brainwashing and conditioning and I can not believe I let myself question my own instincts! I am a strong, independent, intelligent person!! These are some SICK FUCKS!!!
THE MADNESS OF IT ALL!!