So I told you all how I had enough and am on my path forward. Ever since that day, he called me and had that woman laughing at me, I have had NC. I feel great about it. I was so surprised that I have not even shed a tear over it. I am really fed up. I blocked him from my cell and from texting me. He calls my home and job, but I won't answer. I have not lost sleep over it or my ability to eat. I'm on my way. I like being in the NC zone. I feel safe and I feel he can't hurt me, if he can't get to me. Yesterday, he kept calling and of course I didn't answer, but he showed up at my house. My son spoke to him and he wanted to speak to me. I told him, I do not wish to speak to him ever again in life (and I mean it). He started telling my son to tell me, he wants his engagement ring back and doesn't want problems. I sent it and gave it back. It meant nothing to me anyway. As he left, he called my house again and my son picks up. My son keeps coming to me with the phone, saying he wants to talk. I refuse. I finally told him, if he continues to harass me, I will get a restraining order and contact his probation officer. He then tells my son, he will call back in a few days when I cool off. Please believe me when I tell you all, I AM DONE! I don't want him, so why did that little bit of contact get me so shook. I had the most sleepless night and I can't stop thinking about him. Not thinking about how I miss him, but thinking about how I want to get over him. He is taking up too much of my "head space" right now and I don't understand why. I'm on the verge of tears right now, but I really don't want to give him that. Will this feeling go away? I didn't even give him a chance to get to say what he wanted, but I still feel manipulated. How the hell did that happen?