Has anyone else noticed that once the rose colored glasses are off and you can see the truth where the disordered are considered, that you can see others now?
I see my N/P now and it hurts...beyond belief...and I paid dearly. He stole everything and I am now starting over.
Now I am seeing it in my family... and learning why I chose to work so hard for them at the expense of myself...I've needed them and they have nothing for me..not even words of support. I realize that I've always been the strong one...especially for them and never needed much help but now I do... and I'm hurt because my pain seems to be an inconvenience for them.I've always made excuses for them and now I can't find any.
I am seeing other N's and I really don't like it or want to believe it...but it's becoming hard to deny.
Am I just seeing things the way they should be? If this is true..it means that I've been working, slaving, fixing things, comforting, helping sick people!!??If it's true..its really depressing.
If I'm seeing the truth...I have to make changes...and grieve the illusion all over again.
Has anyone else experienced this?
Is anyone seeing other N's in their family or friends now too?