I've been on here for close to 2 years, struggling with the same issue of addiction and obsession with the N. I haven't seen him in a month but heard from him 2 days ago. Takes all my willpower not to email back. My therapist doesnt get it, my family and friends don't get it.
I'm so ashamed.of not being able to move on. I've never been addicted to anything until the N, and it's the worst, most destructive thing. I'm dating other men but all I think of is him. I WISH I hated him, enough to set me free. I don't know where else to turn. Anyone treated for addiction? Did it help?