I reeeeeally wish he knew that I know what he is. I imagine him all smug inside, thinking he pulled one over on me. I hate that he thinks I'm off pining away for him and that I'm in love him...HIM who is too perfect, too amazing, too lofty for me to reach out and catch. (bllluuuuuack). I wish he knew that I despise him and think he's a nothing but an empty, pathetic creature. I wanna let him know. But I won't.