I Won't but I Wanna

I Won't but I Wanna
Posted May 23, 2012 - 4:15pm
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I reeeeeally wish he knew that I know what he is. I imagine him all smug inside, thinking he pulled one over on me. I hate that he thinks I'm off pining away for him and that I'm in love him...HIM who is too perfect, too amazing, too lofty for me to reach out and catch. (bllluuuuuack). I wish he knew that I despise him and think he's a nothing but an empty, pathetic creature. I wanna let him know. But I won't.

‹ they lie so SHAMELESSLY and outrageously! NC Begins Friday! ›
Rising Dawn's picture

I want to too, but I won't either

May 23, 2012 - 4:30pm — Rising Dawn

I too want to tell him what a sick and damaged person he is and how he really hurt me, but I don't think it'll make any difference. I'll probably be disappointed if I did, since he'd just brush it off like it was nothing. And he'll make up some excuse of how none of this is his fault.

I won't waste salvation on someone who can't be saved.

Deidre99's picture

Sad thing is, monarch. He

May 23, 2012 - 4:30pm — Deidre99

Sad thing is, monarch. He would get off on you telling him this, if you were to. Negative or positive...they look at it all as one big supply pot!

The opposite of love isn't hate. It's indifference. ;)

uncomfortablynumb's picture

D99 = Consistently

May 23, 2012 - 6:15pm — uncomfortablynumb

D99 = Consistently Brilliant!!!

deadenddreamer's picture

I wanna...

May 23, 2012 - 4:24pm — deadenddreamer

I wanna...get to the point you are at!

I want to truly dispise him and see him as nothing but an empty, pathetic creature.

I want to feel something other than sadness and confussion.

I don't care if he knows it or not, I just want to feel it for me. Cause even if they knew they would twist it, blame it on PMS or women are so damn crazy...ugh!

uncomfortablynumb's picture

OMG yours sounds like

May 23, 2012 - 6:17pm — uncomfortablynumb

OMG yours sounds like carbon-copy of mine...hormone imbalanced, crazy women we all are...