The scratches and brusies on my face wont go away, the DA wont let me stop talking, advocates keeps calling, my therapist wants me to go in. The doctor wants a CatScan, and I just want it all to go away. My husband doesnt want me back, he just wanted me to stop making him look like an ass, that is all he said. He told me he would bury me if I didnt stop, and now everyone else is taking charge and that isnt stoping. I just want to call Brandt and say I am sorry, I didnt call the police, I did what you said I swear I did. I need him to know it wasnt me, if he is thinking that I did all this whats to say that he wont come back?? I tried the shelter, but my daughter has issues and the rules there would freak her out. I need to protect my kids. I just want this to be over. and then my lawyer tells me this morning that if he is convicted he will loose all of his guns! He will for sure kill me if that is the case, his guns are everything. I just want to drop everything but the DA says I dont get a choice, its not up to me. When will anything be up to me!