I used to hate Mondays but now that hate is been taken to a whole new level thanks to the Narc. Mondays to me are like the devastation after the storm…After he drops off the baby he finds ways to get to me directly, indirectly; with subtle messages he continues to tell me that he is the boss…he gets the last word.
All I wish is to get a break, for him to go away and leave me be. I know I’m strong but dealing with him makes me feel so week, so fragile. Sometimes I feel like giving up, let him have it his way. I hate been a drama queen and I even feel ashamed of talking about the same thing in here. This man took almost everything I had (emotional and material) and if I allow him he will take my soul.
God, why won’t he just go away?