Sometimes I feel pretty confident, but when these waves of fear come over me, it's not good.
I have gotten next to nothing done today. I have more to do that I can ever get done. So many household things to do that he used to do, trying to raise a teen alone, taking care of a huge yard, taking car of cars (which I never had to do before), packing the narc's stuff to get him out of our lives...not to mention needing to do tons of paperwork including responding to divorce papers.
I have no friends anymore. My family is far away. I have my kids, but they need to get on with their lives. They have given me so much support already.
It is just all too much some days. I don't have time to waste, but I can't get myself to function.
: ( Venting. I know this will pass, but it hurts and I am so tired of pain.