Often it is said: WHAT GOES AROUND...COMES AROUND! or "KARMA IS A BITCH!"
and I ask myself, does that apply to them too?
Do they ever get retributed for all their wrong doings to people who really loved them?
I find myself struggling sometimes with the fact that i practically left a very promessing career to support him emotionally in a moment of emotional need. I moved to another country to be with him...I left my job, family, friends and at the end I received a kick in the butt.
I was asked to leave our house, and shamely left that country with only my baggage and 13 boxes. He got the car , the apartment with everything in it..he now has a Good job, so I became useless.
He still sends some money...and I honestly take it because i'm still working on getting financially steady. But belive me..i wish i didn't need to.
So i'm here, starting over in everyway: emotionally, economically,professionally.
An he is better than ever..sometimes anger takes over me..sometimes..i just realize that all this bullshit had to happen so I can finally change my life and I know better things will come my way. In fact, I know now that being without him is better.
Sometimes I feel Pitty for his shallow heart, but then sometimes..i just feel i can't forgive.
So does karma really exist?