awalkinthenarc

Apologia

I hope you understand i thought i was special; i thought all the b.s. a N feeds the OW. I'm one to admit it when I'm wrong. You're right, incapable of love, except his own special form of it which are the commandments.

1. thou shalt do nothing but await me
2. thou shall not expect me to give you anything except crumbs, material objects come before you; all you are is someone to elevate my ego.
3. If you dare think for yourself, you have betrayed me
4. The fact that you're isolated is good, your wanting to have it any other way means you don't love me
5. thou shalt wait until I decide I'll tolerate for a few days spending time with me. If you dare tell anyone, I will deny it, even though I love you and you are my soulmate
6. your problems are a joke, my problems mean everything
7. thou shall not go online, esp. to sites such as these. God knows how many women will tell my story, then you will no longer worship me and I will be forced to drop you like the shit on my shoe you are
8.You are not to think for yourself, after all that's allowing someone to undo all the brainwashing I've done
9. If you are unhappy with your crumbs thou shalt not cry to me about it, because I hate the whine of your voice, you annoy me. The only moan i want to hear is you in bed when I bless you by bedding you down
10. No matter what or how many people tell you I've done nor how many, thou have no right to question me. They are all liars because they're jealous of me or hate you.
11. Remember if you leave me, no one would want you.
12. I will deny you and I are involved in front of my sources and call you a crackhead. How dare you interfere with my life
13. Don't annoy me with the fact you're lonely and feel unloved, its not my problem.
14. I am your God, and I have many other women who I must service. don't feel special.
15. You're a whore I rescued. No one wants you, not even me anymore as the sex is getting boring because i hate hearing I love you during sex.