To every single one of you who remember me , I am so thankful for each and every one of you. I have been doing really well, AND i never would have believed it but he did contact me to allow me to come get my stuff from denver. HE said he didnt throw it out. SO, it has been months now since my experience and i am doing much better!
I did have a brief encounter with yet another asshat, that ended up teaching me ALOT about what i want, and i have decided for me...
I dont want anyone i am happy with me and who i am
and im not about to jeopardize it for anyone