I am a huge huge believer in the power of the universe/signs and your post is EXACTLY what I thought too.

And notice it was the exes who came in..what does that tell you? That he treats everyone the same, those girls could have been feeling exactly the same as you..new start, new day..they could have been just as affected and be thinking the same.

Weird how the world works.

My wake up call will seem stupid but my daughters hamster has escaped, my daughter is devastated. She is ten and cuddles and talks to her hamster every night.

I made a promise to God that if he could just make hamster come back I will sort my life out.

Last night hamster appeared for a few seconds ..she is in the wall cavity, my hub saw her, she ran forward sat on her hind legs, looked at him then dashed back in the hole. After many hours sat on cold tiled floors/pulling loft insulation out, praying and hoping for her to return, I am sure that was a sign. She hasnt reappeared and she can get round a big area of the house now she is in the cavity.

My little girl is so upset, it makes you think about whats important.

If I ever get tempted to go back I will be reaching out to my sisters for strength!!!
They are always there to give you a kick in the ass when you need one. I have seen that from other posts.

God Bless to you as well

LoserFree

I still haven't been to the grocery store since I got confirmation of Deli Girl Supply. I've been living on trikets and top ramen :(...In my situation there is only one in town. We used to go in their together all the time so all the workers know us as a couple. Now I'm sure they all know he's seeing her. It makes me want to barf. Ugh!

It wasn't XN's current OW he lives with now. These 2 were prior OW who he left me for towards the end of our 9 year "relationship". The one OW hates me because of an incident happened a year ago. My XN and I had broken up for about 3 weeks (his call of course) and one night I was out with some friends at a neighborhood restaurant/bar. Well in comes Mr. Hot Pants and sits down at a booth. I had one too many martini's and the next thing I know I am sitting in the booth next to him and we were all over each other(disgusting to think of now). Anyway, he had brought this OW woman there because he was dating her at the time. I had no clue he was dating anyone let alone that he there with her that night. We ended up leaving and going to his house(I must have been so horny) and I stayed the night. The next day my phone was ringing off the hook. And that was the first I heard he was with this OW on a date. I was told she was watching us from the bar, watched us leave, and she had to find a ride home. There were tons of people we all knew there that night so I can't imagine how humiliated she must have felt. Oh well, not my problem anymore. It happens to the best of us!!

Just another reminder of how the Narc only cares about HIMSELF!!

Hugs

Loserfree

These 2 OW that he left me for during the 9 years we were together. Not current OW he is living with now. Looking back it seemed to be a pattern with XN. 7 or 8 months together and 3 or 4 with OW. Then back to me again crying about what a mistake he made. And how he realized I am the only woman that truly cares about him and loves him. Blah, Blah, Blah and more fucking Blah!!!!!!!!!

This Little Red Riding Hood is NOW taking a different path through those woods.... NO MORE BIG BAD WOLF for me!!!!!

xoxo

LoserFree

I know I can handle it and I will NEVER let it derail me on the path to my recovery!! Just don't feel so empowered at the moment.

I sat there with a magazine in my hand for an hour and honestly I wouldn't be able to tell you one thing that was in it. LOL

Thanks for your support
Hugs

LoserFree