I broke NC bigtime, just about every way you can break it. First he asked me to meet him for a steak dinner (which he did actually pay for). Weak, I accepted. He was acting to damn weird the whole time. It wasnt even like I ever knew this person. He wasn't charming, he kept making jokes about sex, and at one point I told him to cut it out, that I actually m issed sex. His response was 'I don't." Otherwise uneventful, he took me home, end of story.
Next night, he asks me to come over. All of a sudden after months of nothing he wants to have sex. So I did. And it was technically amazing, but not like it was before. in a weird way for me it provided closure. I realize it really HAD all been fantasy, and the reality didn't even begin to measure up. I know this would not work for hardly anyone, but for me, it ended it.